first on my list: happy birthday chris bro!
though you'll not be reading this but i still hope that all your wishes do come true and omg, u're 31 alr so hurry up and get married! =X i know kandy's waiting...


alot of peeps say they're unable to view my page and i have absolutely no idea why, but then i'd still continue to type my thoughts here. tooooo bad if you're unable to view it. jay says only good looking ppl are able to, so if you're viewing this post, be so pleased with yourself.

an emomomomomo night was actually crashing in,
with me getting really ultra super irritated with that f**king indescribable guy, i just hopes he gets out of my life asap, if not ours. i hate your f**king fake nice attitude to us at events but treat us like craps every now and then and expect us to smile for you in front of your friends and all the nice stuffs, like hell, i'm sooooo trained at this now. getting people to heed your wants and wishes and till when would you do others, still turning back pointing fingers, yes i'm always the one in the wrong, always with a big A.
please, stop everything, cause you don't even know the basic- respect.

and granny's in hospital.
complications and more, drip on for the last 6days. i think this time isn't the same like the last few, i'm just praying hard, would you guys help me too? i don't know what else i'm able to do anymore, i can only do this much.

when i don't say anything of it, doesn't mean it's okay, it's just that nobody knows.
on emo nights like this when i start drowning myself in self-pity, i'll think of what mum used to say: don't compare yourself with those above you, what about those who're more unfortunate. yes, so i believe this's nothing. when i've gone through all the tough stuffs now, the future holds practically nth that i'm unable to handle.

so i feel much much better after letting it all out and i wanna thank jay for always being there to hear me out. though it's not practically hearing but on msn, i feel so much better after typing it out, and in the late hours like this. thanks dude!

i'm feeling much better, those songs, lol! =D

ladies, le-le ladies~